And I give and give and give
Until I am no longer me
just pieces of you and
pieces of who you think I should be
I look in the mirror
who will I be today
will she still be loving
will she find her way
Will my heart break again
will I find a way
Will I try “too hard”
Will my soul continue to pay
Deeper and deeper I spiral
Into this remembered abyss
until the pitch wraps around me
An evoked bliss
And each of the pieces
From so so many
Try to make sense together
And get lost within me
I sink back into the black
My familiar chasm
The heartbreak my blanket
whatever may come
And still I continue on
Giving all that I can
For one glimmer of light
To bring me back to land
Riding the crashing waves
Lost at sea
Searching for the lighthouse
Built inside of me
~Michele 9/15/2011
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